Yes, different shades of cammie!
Although today is friday (TGIF), I still feel depressed. Work is piling up, interest is losing, faith is fading and belief is swaying. It's really hard to stay focus and back to study again. Sitting infront of the computer the whole day isnt really healthy at all. I read alot of articles and blogs saying that finding the right type of job is finding a job that suits your personality. So how do you know your job is right for you? IMO, there is no complex answer. You just have to feel excited and energised to go work everyday. And everyday is a reset button for you to "save the economy" and "improve the welfare in the scoiety". Be it a scientist, banker, chef and whatsoever, everyone plays a part anyway.
To be honest, I never find a job that I like. It's just feel so boring after awhile. Each time, I tend to hesitate the decision which I made. So this year, a brand new year, I really want to start everything fresh and really like to enjoy the things I am working now. Be it the politics or backstabbers or bitches, I still have to press on.
I reckon you have pretty much guess how bad my day is. Beside the weather being F-ing FOURTY DEGREE in melbourne, work and people around me (just my colleagues and not others!) just simply do not work out at all. I do not comprehend why I am always posed as a threat to them or they simply judge me by not knowing me. People are so judgemental till I really feel sick for this society. I begin to realise that either you climb up high or be a freaking nobody and accept the fact the life is pathetic.
ok. I need to face the reality now. Continue doing my report. But before that, I will watch another episode of Kangxi! LOL.
